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50 Shades of Cray
02:54
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say what you mean straight to her face theres no need to cover up your lies this truth is your demise. just to settle all the doubt cast these coals upon the ground and incase a spark ignites act quick to snuff it out.
All of this time alone in the dark you would have thought you would have learned that those cast among shadows: those burnt long ago must take hold of the flame and ignite the world. Interlocking stare he sees her but only smiles. shes scared to open herself up again; but she's already looking
Too many times shes's been burnt . not today she only preys.
The simple words she used spoke volumes my eyes and tore apart these walls i've been building up this whole time.
an elevated perception of what you thought was reality torn apart in an instant revealing more than any man can take.
an elevated perception that was altered from the start
an elevated perception as everything falls apart
bleeeaaghhkk
Too many times shes's been burnt . not today she only preys.
The simple words she used spoke volumes my eyes and tore apart these walls i've been building up this whole time.
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Track 6
03:37
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when everything falls apart
how can i move on knowing you will never be there beside me
all of these memories flood my mind like thousands of photographs so vivid in a dimmly lit room your aura overwhelms.
i can feel you standing beside me holding me up when I can't go on
it was said that everything happens for a reason, but this is beyond my understanding , beyond reason
each day I lie awake thinking about what you could have been, what you would've been.
I could have never been prepared . my whole life leading up this
spent wasting time on my own, never worried about tomorrow.
or what comes next , every moment that I close my eyes from now on
i'm reminded of the past. keeping in mind your dreams. your aspirations. and the values which you held on to through the years. all this I do to make you proud of the person you helped create.
Take a step back from these fallecies the world presents as truths realize what you've got
and never let go
Be honest with yourself realize without them you are nothing more than a flame to the wind
constantly receding
I must come to terms with the fact that I must keep you in my heart
and always keep your fire burning
Forever as long as I am breathing Your memory will never falter. You taught me how to live, how to dream how to become the person I want to be.
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Crampmalstank
03:09
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I Believe that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, doesn't mean they do love each other.
I believe that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.You should expect them to be unfaithful, and stab you in the back as soon as it's turned.
days that you thought you would have been better off dead.buried alive inside these dreams never seem to rest
memories decay, hope fades away, all eyes are cast upon you. hopes and beliefs, without faith or decree lost faith in humanitee.
turning away from everything that was crucial in your eyes. Is it better to commit treason against yourself or to face the facts, this burden is yours to bear. why let the opinions of others deter you from your dreams. all along we've been told how to live. to act in normalcy, but what is normal about betraying yourself and what you believe.
how do you expect us to be everything that you ever have wanted. How do you expect us to be so much less than ever was destined.
At the end of the day all we have are the memories, casting an image of who we are,dissolving our hopes and beliefs. we are the monsters in our dreams.
someday we all will wake up and realize the answers were here all along
something done in an instant will give you heartache for life. it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, you never know, it may be the last time you see them.
it's not always enough to be forgiven. Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.
Once you learn how you die.. you learn how to live. I guess I died once.. but ghosts are sick.
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Disgraceful
05:04
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pick your heart up off the ground
it's only part of the illusion
pick your heart up off the ground
there's gotta be something more than this
there's gotta be something more
Its all inside you
what did you expect
a heavy heart that cannot accept
driving a soul of discontent
my morality derived by sin
a manifestation of man
all the thoughts have gone away
follow the footseps in the dark
hoping to find the source
of this asphixiation
take a look around, there's nobody here to watch you fall.
holding back there is no escape
the fear inside you blackened by hate
abandoned cries suspended in time
gasping for air, choking on your cries
how does it feel to be a mother fucking disgrace
to the one who once kissed the ground you walked upon
now the very second that they see your face
they want nothing more than to piss upon your tracks and be gone.
denial is your only escape
thinking you're above the law, above them all
each step is harder than the last; cowering
unable to return
so how do you face the mistakes you've made
can words ever be enough
holding on to something more than just a name
these dreams are all but real
honesty is irrelevant,do what needs to be done
the fact of the matter is every light left shining at the end of the day
is a reflection
of everything you've faught for
take pride in what is real
the dreams you help create
so how do you face the mistakes you've made
can words ever be enough
holding on to something more than just a name
these dreams are all but real.
even in darkness the dimmest light shines bright as day
don't give up on hope even the blind may find their way
even in darkness the dimmest light shines bright as day
don't give up on hope [ don't ever give up on hope]
even in darkness the dimmest light
[ dont ever give up on hope, when you are lost come back home]
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Say It Ain't So
03:09
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say it ain't so
who am i to you
caught between me and who
you want me to be
these nightmarish theatrics only complicate the truth
uneasy your head sways in the discord
set in motion by the truth
the art of contortion no longer applies
to the body but the mind
you told a lie, thought nothing by it
even though you tore the bond enabling us to fly
ripping out my soul im lost and you're the one to find
lost amongst our worlds, leaving dead history behind
every time you act i follow staying torn apart
left inside a hollow mind
I knew this from the start
your presence plagues my mind even in my dreams
I am crippled by your stare
underneath it all i am falling apart
a ghost like memory
trust has faded what i once knew has been exposed
your lies spread like fire, engulfing my entirety
trust has faded learning to rise and take a stand
for what is right i will never be like you
trust has faded. I will never be like you.
i must extract myself from you.
a message so inept you could hardly even
notice everything happens for a reason
all roads in life lead you to where you are right now.
and every dream is yours to create.
take every step as a lesson learned
apply the past rebuild anew this world is yours.
trust has faded learning to rise and take a stand
for what is right i will never be like you
never be like you
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